"When the light is looking for good men, they don't want to know what it means, even it this light is waiting for their answer" — Callofduty4
Well i think that the "light" is looking for you this time, i don't know if you're understanding, but the point is enjoy the life, do what you want to do then come back when you can, we'll wait for you. Like orko said, we have our own life, i can't be active now like i was before, i mean school, friends, party, exams, everything...